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Omegle got to me...

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You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Question to discuss:
Sometimes I think, is this all there is? Is life just some kind of horrific joke with no punch line? That we're all just bidding our time until the sweet release of death?
Stranger: sometimes I think that too
You: You know I ask myself that sometimes.
You: I wasn't supposed to live past a month
Stranger: I think everyone does sometimes
You: Now here I am
Stranger: and really?
You: 18 years later
Stranger: I'm glad you survived
You: The doctor told my mom to have an abortion
Stranger: I'm sorry to hear that
You: Can you imagine how much that must have hurt her?
Stranger: I don't have children of my own, so no I can't imagine
You: And then afterwards yay I'm alive but then they have to wait for me to die
You: because they aren't sure what will happen
You: So I lived for 4 years until I got a kidney transplant, then a couple years ago I had to get another one do to it failing witch started this shit to begin with
Stranger: I can't even fathom what that must have been like for you
You: So, yeah for me life is something that has a sick sense of humor.
You: Sorry, about that kinda rambled there.
Stranger: No, I don't mind
Stranger: Are you okay now?
You: I feel a little better yeah.
Stranger: I'm glad to hear that.
You: I never thought a question on here would get to me like that.
Stranger: I didn't either
You: *takes a deep breath* it's just that I know it will happen again, in a few years sure, but the fact remains, and it's hereditary so I'm actually scared to have kids one day.
You: What if they end up like me?
You: Will I have enough money to pay for the procedures?
Stranger: Those are all very good questions
You: It sucks, there's no cure only a treatment.
You: and that's temporary.
Stranger: I don't know if I have any good advice for you, I've never really dealt with this sort of thing
You: I can imagine you have.
You: Either way, thanks to both of you for listening.
Stranger: You're welcome
You: Even if the other guy, was just curious about his/her own problems.
Stranger: Yeah
You: Anyway c'ya later
Stranger: OK, bye
Stranger has disconnected.
I don't know why, but that question, that one question, I know it's meant to be just something to think about but still, that hurt, but it felt good to let it out.
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